So, I feel that I am supposed to be doing something...more. I feel that, through all my trials and tribulations, I truly am blessed. Yes, I am still sick. Yes, I am still experimenting to find a drug that doesn't make me more sick than my disease makes me. Yes, I am still struggling. Yes, I am still dealing with a lot of emotions.
However, I feel like God is telling me that I can use my story for a greater good. Maybe not even my story, but just to serve others. I can't, physically go back to school for nursing or anything else physically taxing right now. However, perhaps I can serve others in a different way...in a way related to Catholicism, to ministry, to serve Him.
I suppose I need to talk to someone at my church about it, huh?
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I have felt that way for the past few years. That's why I joined JLI, but.... I don't know. I keep feeling called for young cancer awareness, and stillborn babies. I don't know. But, I know what you're going through. :) Midlife crisis maybe?
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