Introduction

This is my first blog post. Let me tell you something...I sometimes wish I had a place where I could write my thoughts and not be judged for them. Because I know I will be...as I have very judgmental people in my life. It isn't necessarily a bad thing; but there are things that are deep in my heart that I would love to shout from the roof tops, or tell people how I really feel; but I don't. I am too nice and too afraid of offending someone or hurting someone's feelings or even causing someone to lose faith or trust in me. I have many fears in my life, but the previous statements are probably the biggest. The saying is "if these walls could talk", well my car "walls" would speak volumes. I talk to myself a lot. A lot. :) Mostly in my car where no one else can hear me. My car is my therapist - talking in my car helps me vent my frustrations and have the conversations that I can only dream to have in real life. Even the strongest drink or drug can't pull some of these secrets from me. I remember being in the hospital this summer on morphine and saying some pretty silly stuff; but never what is deep down. Basically, I guess my point is - you may learn a lot about me from this blog...but you may not learn the "good stuff".